Passion

Let me tell you, I just graduated from college  as a bachelor. Yippie ~ 

I am happy but I am also not. 

Feeling not happy doesn't mean I am not thankful to the Mighty, does it?

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Just like my departure in few days later, I'm terribly happy. In the other side I'm shocking too face the fact that I must leave Bandung soon. My heart was broken that night. For some reason, I can't tell, going back home to Surabaya before the the flight day is the best decision. 

If I could arrange some word about Bandung, it will be: a special town. Bandung changed me a lot about how to live on, gave me the purity of life science, let my heart in some love stories, blessed me with a warmth friendship, and introduced to my passion. 

You'll always have some neurons in my brain, Bandung :)

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You know, passion can not be fooled. It grows in your body secretly and stronger by the time, without permission. Plantation and conservation is my passion. I really really want to build  my own botanical garden which is fit for Indonesia's plants and there's a 'little climatron' to keep some subtropic species. Soon, this botanical garden will open an education program to public. Before that, I will make people love the plants to urban farming. Plants in their house can help almost all daily needs, especially food. When everyone start to love plants, maybe the destruction of remaining forest will be decreased because they realized the use of plant as the key species in life chain. Such a naive idea,s ikr. But I am the happiest woman if I can make that true :') 

Those things keep calling me where ever I walked. But sadly I can't prove to my parents, even to my self, that my passions are capable to support my life. In the future, I want to show my junior the beauty of Earth through plants. So that they can be the ones who always protect Earth from the human greed disaster. I feel so pain every time I see the news or watch live that too much natural resources are taken and abused by human, my kin. 

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Hahahaha a lot of uncertain things after I passed the college life. Meanwhile I'm the typical woman who doesn't like uncertainty. One thing that I'm sure, God will show me the way to my goal as long as it's a good goal. 

Cheers! yy