Sciences

Almost midnight here and I want to show some sentences about sciences. I am a scientist , though I haven't finished my bachelor degree but I am proud to be one of them. Soon, this year, I'll get my S.Si title, Amin! 

"Bagi ilmuwan sekalipun, metode ilmiah merupakan disiplin yang sulit. Seperti orang lain, mereka rentan terhadap bias konfirmasi --- yakni kecenderungan untuk mencari dan melihat hanya bukti, yang mengonfirmasi hal yang sudah diyakini." (National Geographic Indonesia, March 2015 Edition)

In english: "For scientist, scientific method is a difficult discipline. Just like the other people, they could meet a bias confirmation --- kind of trend to look forward some evidence to confirm what they have in faith before"

Be ware, all of you and good night!

Hopes are Everywhere

Good night. 

I still feel hurt. "Hurt of what?" A lot, but I can't the define them in specific. 

If I talk about my bachelor thesis, I feel not confidence to do the tissue culture right now. Almost these 4 months, no one shoot came out. Quiet stressed, huh?

"How about another topic-that-made-me-stress?" Sorry, I am not in a stable mood to discuss about it. Most of the remaining are play with emotion.

Thanks I have them now, my real mood booster. Seeing they're growing up can keep my fears away. Go go you guys! Cant wait to meet your bloom!!

This was called Trixspermum sp.

and this is my favourite: Cutie Helianthus anuus <3

Hard Spring

It's the worst spring I've ever remembered. It was never become like this before, very hard. Everything was messed up even though I didn't mean to meant it. Someone is trying to test my courageous.

I must try to stand, toughen my shoulder, and widen my chest. KEEP YOUR CHIN UP, RIA because in the end life's keep moving around. The ones who can change this Allah and my effort.

Keep this on my mind: 

"Surely there is ease after hardship. Yes, there is ease after hardship" (QS 94: 6-7)

Holy Bans

Any restrictions came from them and often made me disappointed. As a response there always little bit dramatic like complaining, lowering eyebrows, making bad mood faces in whole day et cetera. On the back of these all,  they've thought that it might be happen but they afraid of something else. Their beloved's crying sometimes better than a bad future.

Just a few minutes ago I re-realized. What do they really need is just smiles and happiness, not their own but their growing up babies, I am the ones. They must have been thinking thousand times or not for a moment if it is not good at all. Thank you Mom and Dad. You have been lead me so far in a right path. Have showed me millions of good things and how is an ideal world working. Now here in my tiny warm personal room, which is hundred kilo meters from home, I saw another perception about life: sweets and bitter. No matter what the decision will be taken, the important is I can keep my spirit live better everyday.

I love you everyday, my wingless Angles!

Bhay

Maybe I should start give up on you. just maybe....

Good morning mom!

My wishlist today: I were in my hometown, having some laughs with beloved mom and dad.
Every single day, I love you mom :)

"Wah, hujan!"

Aku suka hujan.
Berkali-kali dia jatuh, tetapi dia selalu tau cara untuk kembali meskipun harus melalui waktu yang lama dan perjalanan jauh.

Aku suka hujan.
Seolah-oleh dia menghapus semua gelisah dan ragu, memaksa untuk tenang sejenak.

Aku suka hujan.
Dia membuat seluruh isi Bumi menari bahagia karena mengetahui Tuhan masih menyayangi mereka.

Aku suka hujan.
Dia mampu mengaburkan semua jalan dan berkata, "nikmati semua dengan hati, bersyukurlah".

Aku suka hujan.
Bagaikan ada ikatan transparan yg hanya terlihat antara 2 pasang mata ketika bertemu.

Aku suka hujan.
Hanya bersamanya kita bisa bertemu.

Aku suka hujan.