Definisi Cinta

Cinta tidak selamanya indah,
seringkali bermula rayuan dan ditutup dengan kehilangan arah.

Cinta memerlukan waktu untuk dimengerti,
mungkin 10 atau 20 tahun baru bisa mensyukuri tangisan hati.

Cinta tidak selamanya kamu milikku
bahkan sampai detik sebelum sumpah kepadanya terucap, bahumu masih bersandar padaku.

Cinta bisa juga berwarna kelabu
ketika dia bukan memilihmu, melainkan orang di sebelahmu.

Tapi pada akhirnya....
aku memilih cinta yang menerima

Saat kenyataan berlawanan angan,
namun kami tetap berkawan,
kemarin, saat ini, hingga masa depan.


-yay-
27-05-2020 | 2.40 pm (GMT+7)

Think Logically.

"we might not see each other for quite long" words left on the very edge of my papilla.
A promise to keep praying about our self are hardly abandoned and I will still do. Hope the best luck for us.
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See you in another part of this rounded Earth, mellon!

I DO NOT KNOW.

Good night, readers! Today is Wednesday, July 20th 2016....... it's 14 day before my depart day. Where am I going? UK, for two months.

When I said that to other people, they'll response, "Cool ! What are you doing there? Continue your study?" then I'll whisper the "Aamiin" silently. I really do want to continue my study in this most wealthy country on Earth, but I pull back my mind because some bad issues are happening there now.

Okay, focus on the first question and this is my answer: I don't know, really. Do I stupid? Maybe. Hahahahaaa

My dad version: Ria have vacation to UK because she can meet some proffesors who will promote her in master program. (Probably, Dad. imho the chance about that is too little)

My sister version: Just enjoy your vacation, so that you can refresh your mind and get better when arrived Indonesia.

My brother version: Both of them are right.

Me: Lalalalala well, I prefer to the 2nd opinion but I do want to suceed the 1st one. Let's find the win-win solution........I am offering myself to be a volunteer in one of UK botanical garden. wkwkwk there is still no response from them until now though. Please answer my email dear Mr/Mrs admin *begging*

So, what am I doing in UK then? A journey without purpose will be boring, I know it.

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After I think again, I have a decision. This is the reason I have to gto to UK: helping my sister to take care of her children and be followed by some good faiths. Aamiin. I believe a good starting will be great in the end.

Apa.

Mikroteknik. 
ITB. 
Bandung. 
Senin, 5 Oktober 2015. 
00:39 WIB. 
Sedang subkultur.

Jika ditanya,"apakah saya lelah dengan semua ini?" Maka aku akan menjawab, "ya memang."

Tapi ada pertanyaan satu pertanyaan selanjutnya yang membuatku maju meneruskan langkah:
"Apa yang Tuhan rencanakan hingga saya harus dilatih seperti ini?"

Good in Goodbye

Call me a complicated woman because I can't speak something out from my brain easily.

Some classics thought have brought the gloom in my sun(ny)day. 

People come and go, just like lovers-haters. I count the day down one-by one, my best friends have to do their new "job". I really happy of it, I mean it. They're moving to next step and that's great! But I am not ready for goodbye, even if our outstanding memories will always dwell around.
Cant promise to anyone whether I will cry or not.

"God will take something away from you when you feel so true of it. Use your time with them wisely." - me.

Better

Nothing better than if it goes like this