A week

Hi unknown readers. Sorry for my inconsistency while writing a blog. I got some problems recently. Fortunately, they didn't kill me but made me stronger (sounds familiar? hahaha that's a song lyrics)

I should named the last week as "A week for remember". Too many things happened, everyday always had a point to learn. My limbic system felt like up and down then remained some questions in the end, "Oh please... what's next?". Honestly it's hard to be sincere because I never imagine like this before. I am start to have some problems to plan my future, can't even predict what will I meet until this year end. I only know that my bachelor graduation must be held this year, 2015.

Get well very soon, dad. For God shakes, I was hurt when heard that hell news and won't hear it again in this near time. You're not in your prime condition, I knew it. But here your girl always pray for you, your health and everything. Please give me chance to show you (maybe) my last big achievement that you can see. Who knows about people's age? Only God., Allah, and always trust to Allah.

What Allah said, there MUST be a good side. Aamiin

Mood booster for my parents: my nieces and nephew. Please back here soon, sweetheart...

Presence and support from family. I hope mine can make you better :')

Try a new step. Goodluck papa!

Young!

Yipiiiiieee! 

Just thought yesterday will be hard. Since morning I looked the cloudy skies, no sun, and just rain. Little bit cold actually for today, so I cancelled all my lab activity. Am I angry? YES of course but I can only angry to my self. Let me show you a kid who can't control her body: played with rain in cold weather in the day before yesterday, eat some full-msg food, and watched the laptop until over midnight. 

Thanks God, I can feel a satisfied feeling last night. You made me realize, how young am I ! Still many youngster in my age can't have this teenage things. in this case, I mean is watching music festival with your friends either they're the closest one or not. During the festival we can sing along, put your handsup, jump as high as you have no pain, get selfie, dance in dumb style, just do what ever you want!  Anyway, Ari Lasso and Arina Ephipania are the real stars for me, they're so... awesome~~

Whoever you whose read this post, don't take too serious about it. Still lot of things YOU CAN DO in this age. Just keep thinking in your deep mind, you are so blessed and always Thanks to Allah. 

As Soon As.

Someday, the day will come: "I wear those things, walk to Sabuga with Mom and Dad. We are celebrating together in happiness because that day is mine :)"

Photo Credit by Rusdy Syahrul Nugraha

Sciences

Almost midnight here and I want to show some sentences about sciences. I am a scientist , though I haven't finished my bachelor degree but I am proud to be one of them. Soon, this year, I'll get my S.Si title, Amin! 

"Bagi ilmuwan sekalipun, metode ilmiah merupakan disiplin yang sulit. Seperti orang lain, mereka rentan terhadap bias konfirmasi --- yakni kecenderungan untuk mencari dan melihat hanya bukti, yang mengonfirmasi hal yang sudah diyakini." (National Geographic Indonesia, March 2015 Edition)

In english: "For scientist, scientific method is a difficult discipline. Just like the other people, they could meet a bias confirmation --- kind of trend to look forward some evidence to confirm what they have in faith before"

Be ware, all of you and good night!

Hopes are Everywhere

Good night. 

I still feel hurt. "Hurt of what?" A lot, but I can't the define them in specific. 

If I talk about my bachelor thesis, I feel not confidence to do the tissue culture right now. Almost these 4 months, no one shoot came out. Quiet stressed, huh?

"How about another topic-that-made-me-stress?" Sorry, I am not in a stable mood to discuss about it. Most of the remaining are play with emotion.

Thanks I have them now, my real mood booster. Seeing they're growing up can keep my fears away. Go go you guys! Cant wait to meet your bloom!!

This was called Trixspermum sp.

and this is my favourite: Cutie Helianthus anuus <3

Hard Spring

It's the worst spring I've ever remembered. It was never become like this before, very hard. Everything was messed up even though I didn't mean to meant it. Someone is trying to test my courageous.

I must try to stand, toughen my shoulder, and widen my chest. KEEP YOUR CHIN UP, RIA because in the end life's keep moving around. The ones who can change this Allah and my effort.

Keep this on my mind: 

"Surely there is ease after hardship. Yes, there is ease after hardship" (QS 94: 6-7)