Yesterday Night

First of all, quiet strange title isn't it? Yeah, it's because I won't use "Last" before the "Night" that means end of my perfect night. So much feeling.... I feel sad, disappointed, unappreciated, cold, happy, laugh, relief, warm, and love yesterday at night. Thanks God I can feel all of them, even though bad and good things happen in the same time. Just take the positive side. 

I thought being kind and strong girl is easy, but I was wrong. This is me, a girl whose trying the best of her chance to be a better woman.

Mom & Dad

24.08.80 -- there was a couple who said a sacred vow. They promised each other will be together and build a little warm family. Start from zero condition when they had nothing, a private vehicle nor a house. Finally they are living happily more now, Thank you very much Allah. They are my beloved parents. My precious gift that has no price to be replaced.
When I sent a message to my Mom and asked her what did her think after this 34 years life with a shared 'leg'. Here is my Mom's answers:
"Tdk ada makan2 sujud syukur sdh usia 58 d 62 th , Allah memberikan sehat."
-- "No special celebration, just prayed and felt blessed because in age 58 and 62 Allah still give us healthy"
My tears dropped after read this. Amin ya Allah, please always bless them everyday, everysecond. I love them vvery much <3

Good Afternoon

Here I am, doing nothing but waiting. A lot of things in my brain, scrambled. Maybe little bit homesick. Anyway, I have already missed you, mom.

Little friend

One more song I could play.Although you just the older type, but you've been a very good listener for my messy playing :--)

Our planet called Earth

"Ketika pohon terakhir ditebang, sungai terakhir dikosongkn, dan ikan terakhir ditangkap. Barulah manusia menyadari bahwa uang tidak dapat dimakan"

"When the the only tree on Earth was cut down, all rivers were drought, and the last fish has been caught. Finally the people will realized that money can't fulfill their tummies."

Please... O P E N. Y O U R. E Y E S, friend. Stop this crime. Don't you feel ashame to your Creator?
God trust this Earth (even the universe) to us who has ability to think and feel: "Which way I should take for a better life not only human but the other living things?". We're connected, you can't force to win the human species. Let's think simply: people and animal need oxygen which is produced by trees, but trees need nutrion to run all process (until they produce oxygen) from animal and human. Even some plants reproduction depend on the existance of certain birds, bugs, and mamal.A cycle has been made among the living things. If there is a broken line in the circle, it can not move properly.
We knew it since elementary school, didn't we? Think smart and learn.

Emotion Noon

Too confuse to confess. Thanks you left that thing, which is I can see everyday and protect me no matter the wind will go. See you very soon.
A big missing heart sometimes not bad at all. Just feel it and big thanks to Allah who created human with this kind of emotion.
Alhamdulillah :-)

Differences

This holiday, I learned a lot about people diversity. Not only about religion, but also ethnic, nation, principle, physically appearance, blood type, and many others. I believe that a diverse society is very good because you will know a lot about people. Better, you'll see how beautiful the tolerance is.
God create us in different condition, even God never force the people to follow only one belief, as I know in my religion (Islam). There's a purpose why don't all people have a same way of life. This is a simple example: in idul fitri, the Moeslems have to celebrate this holy day. Of course their currrent job will be retaken for a while by the non-Moeslems, so do the opposite situation.
The most important is you trust God, the One that will lead you to a better way. :--)

Happy Ied Mubarak for all Moeslems in the world and thank you very much to whom helped this celebration success !!! xoxo